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5/8/13 by oriapheu

If I killed myself right now, no one would care, and I'll prove it, by not getting one single response to this. Just watch.


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CyberdevilCyberdevil

5/11/13

Man that must suck... don't know what to say to that... glad you're still here though! Maybe you just need to find a purpose? Music is my outlet when I feel like shit, have a whole closet full of lyrical notebooks that will hopefully one day meet the public, but suicide... nah, I have reasoned, and I came to the conclusion that since I don't know what's after life, if anything, I'm going to make the most of this one. Just keep fighting!

5/11/13 oriapheu responds:

Some days are better than others tho.


CyberdevilCyberdevil

5/11/13

Then I guess it's true, all great artists are troubled souls. :) Everything in life is not so bad though, cheer up! I have some real lows too, especially during the dark of winter, but if one day is dreary, the next one's bound to better. Even if life's a real shit pudding, with the right mindset it won't be so bad!

5/11/13 oriapheu responds:

I use my art as a healing process. I visualize the most deepest, uncomfortable, fears I have, I got a vulnerable place, and when I'm finished, I should feel healed, and if I don't, it's not good art. But it only helps so much..I've battled depression since I was 15, and have tried to kill myself a few times.


CyberdevilCyberdevil

5/11/13

I don't actually remember seeing them before, but yeah, they're pretty cool!

5/11/13 oriapheu responds:

Some days I can only think of ways to kill myself, no matter how hard I try not to, I keep seeing sleeping pills, knives, bridges..


CyberdevilCyberdevil

5/10/13

http://www.newgrounds.com/news/artists

5/10/13 (Updated 5/10/13) oriapheu responds:

...you were one who liked my drawings weren't you...


CyberdevilCyberdevil

5/10/13

The person who beats the odds! Who doesn't do what everyone else does! Who does what others don't do! Who doesn't do what others do do!

5/10/13 oriapheu responds:

...how did you see this...?


If you disabled comments, it might've worked. :P

5/9/13 oriapheu responds:

Who are you..?